in between

parallel lines no longer aligned
like twin magnetic poles repelling in different directions 
all the hoaxes i mistook as signs
all the decodings and all my reactions
2 lines in opposites
2 souls or lack of it
left me in a hole dug deep
neither living neither buried

i'm alive but i'm not
solemn eyes, heart rot

mania

excuse me my moment of temporary insanity
prompted by a fleeting meeting
engulfing me in my deepest flaws

this momentary glum will soon passed
welcome, new apathy
embrace my downfall