half awake inspiration

what if i'd died of unknown death
before i'd a chance to forgive myself

what if the fan on the ceiling just keep spinning
i'd envy, forever its purpose known to it
what if the lights blacked out
blinding my sight but not of my thoughts
what if i say what i haven't yet
what if u are all what's about it

delusion

what if love is just a delusion
what if your voice a hallucination
what if your touch an imagination

what if your feelings a mere creation
of my thoughts, a mere disturbance
of my mind, a perception
that exist only if i believe it

and if i believed i loved you then
was i in love or was it all just an illusion

i wanna hug my younger self

i wanna hug my younger self

i wanna tell it will get better

i wanna tell her she's able to be happy for herself

i wanna tell her it isn't so bitter anymore

i wanna tell her i'm proud of her

i wanna tell her little changes is strong enough

i wanna tell her growth takes time and that's okay

tears and sorrows will pass someday

your youth is yours and the lessons are ours

what's to come are uncertain, what's sweet, what's sour

live on, live life 🤍