The first breath

Lub dub lub dub
Awoken she
Lub dub lub dub
What can this be
Lub dub she smile
Lub dub her eyes
Sees what her heart feels

Crutches for the crippled heart

And she says
If the heart can walk, then i must be crippled

Partial of a whole

I am talking but i am mute
I can hear though i am deaf
I see yet i am blind
I feel but my heart stopped beating
I'll show u whats inside cos i can barely speak it
Show u what is whole tho there is nothing whole about it

Random blabbers

Sometimes, i read my own blog
Like i read back and relieved those moments and how it made me write certain things
Sometimes i'm even shocked at my own writing
Like what is this masterpiece
Hahaa

I read back and be that girl again

Sometimes i have too jumbled up thoughts
And sometimes i dont feel like thinking at all
Its like i cant process my thoughts into words
Like you want to get past this loud silence inside your head
And yet nothing comes out of it

I am so far and nowhere near