let's let my alter ego play and we can rule the world

you know what sucks? holding grudges, yeahh, or taking everything for so much more than it means, like being over sensitive and taking everything to the heart when you shouldnt be, and getting too close, just a little too close that you feel like your quiet little life is being really disturbed by um being too close

you just feel like shutting yourself to the world

what's a more killing fact is that you know this is really nothing and you should just let it go and get on with your life and you are just getting fussy and annoyed over nothing, nothing really




and what if doing things that maybe seem to make you happy turns out to be quite unhealthy?



and why bubbles?


YAY for alter ego for not making sense
; D

penatla menangis. penat sangat sangat sangat

RAWR
*haha*

hari ini hari sedih

so I've finished my chemistry exam today, which went pretty well hihi alhamdulillah.

i also realized a saddening news.
i've thought about a lot of things. how the world is coming to. how it will affect my adek2.
i think i had a misunderstanding with a friend.
i had a spirit lifted. i had a spirit crushed.
i feel like i'm losing everything i've loved. yet i am gaining things i love even more.
i feel like i'm losing you. but at least i am not losing You.

so even though today is a sad day, it still makes me happy

Allah memasukkan dukacita dalam hati, untuk mengampunkan dosa2mu : )

Allah knows what's best

feeling down?
pujuklah hati.

dearest hati,
janganlah bersedih.
sesungguhnya Allah mempunyai perancangan yang lebih baik untuk kamu

=) feel better?
kuatkan hati, tingkatkan amalan, istiqamah

buat sedikit2, lama2 jadilah bukit
buat banyak2, nanti kita penat, kita give up

semangat mmg semangat tapi bukti amalan?
hati berdebar2 tapi perbuatan?

don't assume that bile kite rase kite larat, kita akan buat
sbb kalau macam tu,
sampai bila2 pun xlarat.
larat xlarat, kita buat juga

istiqamahlah kamu. :)

nasyrah, kuatkanlah hatimu,,

nasyrah,
you've been through this before,
it's just another little phase you need to get over with,
perhaps it's a teeny-meeny bit harder now, the situation a little different,
but that only means you are on to the next stage,
you'll get through this
insyaAllah

insyaAllah
means
working very, very, very hard towards it
and then, leave it for Allah
if he wills it.
BUT
you have to work hard first.

use it wisely.

jgn sbb nak sedapkan hati je ucap insyaAllah.
xnak pergi gathering? nak sedapkan hati penganjur, cakap insyaAllah pergi? padahal xnak pergi pun?
don't abuse the use of 'insyaAllah'

so nasyrah,
work hard for it!

memujuk hati

dear hati,

you were so fragile before
but now you are so much stronger

stay strong!
: )

it's just not that easy