sometimes you just feel like letting out

i'm being very patient with you

as you are so impatient with me

under the sea

DROWNING
drowning
drowning
down
down
down

sighs

yawns

i should sleep. i should glue my eyes together and sleep.

tick tock tick tock
sighs. what to do??

first week as 1st year medic student. pretty nicee. for once, i actually appreaciate physics. i see number and figures.
ouhh..i miss maths.

a lot of ym-ing and facebooking.
but life doesnt feel so empty. it's full of wonders and meanings.

am i making sense?? no, i dont think so. *boredddddd*
=.=




sometimes i feel like im losing myself. problems just DROWN you.

and i love you for giving me your eyes, for staying back and watching me shine

i miss my family :[

i miss how we used to all hang out in the living room to talk and joke. i miss how we used to either sit on the sofa or lie on the furry carpet. i miss how we could talk about everything and anything. how we can reminisce about the past. how we can wonder about the future. how we can talk about the wonderful present. how me and ibu would watch and laugh in silent when abah and atiqah start their 'drama'. how abah would always try to jump into conversations without knowing what we're actually talkin about. how syafeeqah would so rajinly urut ibu and abah. how aqil would laugh at everything i say haha. how atiqah would bend her head and scrunch her face when she's wondering about something. how ibu would always be the first one to sleep hihi. how i could just hug her how i want to!

how i could just hug her how i want to. how i could just pull any of them and hug them.
i miss hugs
i miss those moments

i'm tastin salt on my lips..

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wishing them every happiness insyaAllah

emotions extremely unstable

i just spent the whole night watching Armageddon?

something has got to be wrong with me.












i think i'm freaking out.
162 hours?
yikes

sighs

What do you do if you can't say something or don't have the guts to say that thing to someone though you really want to?

On Sunday...

I woke up late ;D

Helped Ibu cooked 3 different dishes, which was an eye-opener ;D;D

Felt a little raya-spirited today so I offered to take down the curtains and urged everyone to go paint our pagar outside that has been left unpainted since last year =.=

Suddenly missed our unofficial cat. Weird. I usually hate that cat. Called out its unofficial name. And it actually came xD

Someone by the same name of that cat called me on the telephone haha.

Played with the cat while talking on the telephone and watching my bro n sis played with paint.

Should've known that I couldn't concentrate on 3 things at once. Did something that must had been unacceptable to that cat. Officially earned a little 'souvenir' from it!

Curses. Hated the cat for a while. Thinking of giving it a little 'makeover'. *evilgrin.paintingshouldbefun.evilgrin*

Decided otherwise. No, not because I accepted my mistake and apologised to the cat. Really, no.

Blamed the whole situation on the person who called me. Hahakk =P

Azan. Ate quickly. Really in need of a shower =D

Terawih at the usual masjid. Felt a little sentimental. Will I get to go to this same masjid for the coming Ramadhans?

Back home. Had fun merepek-repek with bro and sis.
Really am gonna miss them <3

Internet time! Courteously asked bro n sis to leave xD

A friend asked for help. Happily offered it =D

Phone rang. Weird and interesting convo. Wondered if we could still have these types of convo's in the coming years.

AND I won a game of 'o-som'!
Yay me!