i wanna hug my younger self

i wanna hug my younger self

i wanna tell it will get better

i wanna tell her she's able to be happy for herself

i wanna tell her it isn't so bitter anymore

i wanna tell her i'm proud of her

i wanna tell her little changes is strong enough

i wanna tell her growth takes time and that's okay

tears and sorrows will pass someday

your youth is yours and the lessons are ours

what's to come are uncertain, what's sweet, what's sour

live on, live life 🤍

mindplay

i saw u in a dream

we've never met

but why did it feel real

why did it feel raw

why did i refuse to open my eyes

i didn't even get your name

short meet in a bus

but buses don't run forever

it could have been a rest stop

it could have been the end

i woke up in a daze

an afternoon midnight

i supposed i'm healed

when i wouldn't mind going back to that place

instead of the tears and broken wings

i remember friends and happy feelings

i guess it's true that time will heal

as true as the curse, she was killed

remained a breathing corpse

who gets to live again

fading bruises with hope remains

mixed signals

grey is between black & white

frozen between fight or flight

ice blended nor liquid nor solid

a fleeting thought the fits and misfits

if out of sight is it out of mind

that grey between u & i

a little bit of a little bit

i feel a little sentimental

a little bit lonely

a little bit sad

a little bit empty

a little bit dead

a little bit of not a lot

a little bit of what's not

i feel it i feel it not

life thoughts

life as is ;

life to live

life to feel

life to give

life after ;

that matters

that favours

thats actual

o.o

raise your hand if you've ever cried reading your own thoughts lol

the evolvement of what started as an english project turned to mini journal

oh the growth

have i grown tho ?